So, on August 22 2012 Imma be Mrs. Jasmine Amanda Coffin. I know this is the right decision I love Jeff with all of my heart. I need him in my life and he really does complete me. We have an amazing relationship. It’s perfect. Idk who else I would rather be with. He’s my perfect match. I’ve never really had such strong real genuine feelings for anyone like this before. I try so hard for him. As long as he’s with me I’m happy. He’s the best. He’s perfect. He’s my big strong sexy man.
Things are kinda fishy lately. Idk everything just seems so unreal. We got in a fight today, but it’s okay, it happens right? It was kinda shitty. I couldn’t say anything without you getting mad at me even if I agreed with you. You said I’m the most beautiful girl in the world. You said all this sweet stuff. But you brought up how this wedding doesn’t matter much it’s just so we can combine our insurance and shit. But you said you wanna marry me cuz you never wanna lose me and you want me in your life forever. So idfk. Alls I know is we’re gettin married bitch. (:
August 23, 2012, yes this year, I will become, officially, Mrs. Jasmine Amanda Coffin
I try to stay calm but I get overwhelmed.
I try to believe, but my life’s fuckkin hell.
I try to be happy but I can’t cope with this.
I try to not love you but I get lost in your kiss.
I try to have trust but I always get fuckked over.
I try to be lucky but I can’t find the four leaf clover.
I want to be free and get out of this mess.
I want to love myself but I always think of myself as less.
I don’t know where I’m going but I know where I’ve been.
Alls I know is we’re all the same in the end.
When you see someone you were once close with post something and you can’t help but wonder if they were thinking about you when they posted it.